A new year – time to restart

Janv 23.

Dear me or you or us,

I’ve been doing a lot and a lot of thinking recently. It’s been 2 years now that life put me on pause. On pause and it was so hard to think clearly. The motivation left.

When life gives you lemons, sometimes even the easiest lemonade is impossible to make. So I’ve been on pause trying my best to keep going with all those lemons around and time has passed as it is. On pause.

Last summer I started playing with watercolor and I enjoyed painting things. This winter I painted some wooden figures for Xmas and I enjoyed it so much. I also sewed again and created few things and I simply loved it. It was like nothing in me disappeared, I still have it that thing inside and it feels great.

January 2023 is here now and the pain is still there. But it is a fresh new year and everything seems to make me start again and I want to believe it, I think.

So, I write it in here and I will write more. Of my new year resolutions, I will create those things that have been on hold for years. It’s time and Dad and Ana would smile from their stars looking at me.

So, cheers to this new year 2023 that I hope will be full of sweetness, creativity and joy.

Ps: those pics are souvenirs from places I loved in 2022 and some paintings and crafts and me.